so lost

I think I’ve lost everything. I know I lost focus. I know I lost my grasp of reality. But now I think I’ve lost it all….and sadly I don’t know if I want it back.

I no longer feel wanted or needed or worthy in this reality. Not sure what else I should want. I just know that what I have wanted will never happen. Maybe I shouldn’t be listening to old Paris Burning songs when posting…but I do want to feel again, dream again, maybe even breathe again.

want to be me again….maybe if I sleep…if only I could.

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