Archive for October, 2006
reaching out for somethingSo I’m trying to make myself reach for things. a sober day. a friend in need. a cause du jour. a silly thing to run with like a child with scissors. I’m working the late shift tomorrow at my job so I’ve stayed up extra late with nothing to do. I fear picking up my [...] ouchI had a weird moment today. something unexpected happened. I called my mom to check up on her and just talk. everything was fine and I was signing off to go back to work. then she told me she had a new local phone installed for her in California. so I took it down to [...] report from the lost zoneso I guess it’s confession time. I’m an addict….and no I’m not making a joke or an excuse….I’m just coming into realization of somethings. I have realized that I need constant input to my senses or a semi simulation of such. I need something to entertain me or dull my senses at all times. I [...] reaching for zenSo I’m still blindly following this idea of existance. …Still breathing and such. Not much to report, other than I just watched 8 episodes of Stargate SG1 with Suriel. Major coma mode induced. I’ve tried to revive myself by playing Cowboy Bebop while toying with my computer. It woke me up a bit but I’m [...] |
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