I’m so tired of making other people happy… Trying to make things nice for others. … Trying to keep the scene alive and workable….. I’m too tired for this shit. I’ve got band mates that can practice once a week maybe. Other bands wanting to open for national acts even though they won’t do shit [...]

so my wife and I played tons of everquest to night and went on our first adventuers……then I made the suggestion that maybe she might want to go for a walk…..I really wanted to play more but she wanted to walk…..so it was here decision that made this tragedy….. So we’re walking….and we’re almost done….the [...]

me again… I’ve spent the last 3 nights hoping to find my muse again…..she is gone….nothing….. i feel stagnet…. You know that feeling you get when your on the 25th floor and waiting for the elivator that is going up still to 88th floor?…. I don’t know when it happened but I can definatelly comprehend [...]

Arrrgggghh… I am so lost right now…. I’ve stayed up so late hoping to hear a new sound but my head is too full of old noises. I actually spent about two hours organizing old unused songs into bins with a list of what to do with them. Some of them might even be decent. [...]

Well Reliquary had it’s first practice in over a month and after discussing recordings, set lists, future shows, and where we’re going…we also worked on a song “Tell Me” that we’ve had on hold for a while. Another song I created over a year ago and that we haven’t touched in 6 months. We ran [...]

Howdy all…. it’s been so long since I did a real post I’m kind of stunned with all the info to share….. Anywho… So my life has been kind of a cross to bare for such a long time and the music that used to let me express has seemed to left me. I’ve ofter [...]

wheeeeee…. I’ve been so involved in my inner strife for so long that I’ve forgotten how to vent….so much angst that I could have shared but I haven’t …..jeezy creezy…. Anywho….let me get out the details of my life latelly before I explain the new improved me… go make your self a drink now because [...]

So we had our first real Paris Burning practice in months….like bands do….you know… and we went through a few old songs to see if we still remembered instruments… and then we brought up a little tune I created over a year ago and had ideas about yet never completed anything….3 hours later we had [...]

Howdy all…. Again I begin asking for forgiveness since I have not posted in so long….. But it’s been a busy world in my reality so cut me some slack. Moving on…. There’s been tons of stuff that i’ve been too busy to post about….music recordings and submissions, birthdays(my own included), vacations, and the usual [...]