if you’re interested in what we might sound like on an upcoming comp cd… latest try for beyond dreams there are others that will listen to this mix and give me a yeah or nah on it but….here’s what i’m giving to them…. …enjoy if you can LoKi

well it seems that people are starting to try to give me some real down time. we’ll all have to wait and see if it happpens. i am getting a little more time alone now and the candles are starting to help. i was kind of looking forward to the tattoo’s to cover the scars [...]

so i’m doomed to never have down time….such is my life. i’m trying to make up for it by spending the small amount of alone time(not long enough to be considered down time…but it’s something) after suriel goes to bed to surround myself with candles and try to let go…..it’s not really working but i [...]

Have you ever really, really, really watched a candle burn? I have. Anywho…. Hours later i’m still amazed by the intricate patterns spawned while i was looking elsewhere. Okay i was engrossed in everquest and was just stoked that it looked so neat when i got back to the real world. I’ve taken to playing [...]

well i survived the ren fair….i think i would have enjoyed it more if it had rained but i could be wrong. lots of people’s that i’ve not seen in too long, so i kicked all them i could, but still nothing much has come of it. missed most of the cool shows and walked [...]

so i just spent the last half hour on the floor of my living room wishing i could stop crying but not even knowing why. i’m so tired and so worn out right now. every moment of my life is nicely measured out so that i can tell you what i’ll be doing 3 weeks [...]

I’ve actually gotten a response to my self considered pathetic blog….. I do enjoy checking my stats to see that the site gets hit about 5 times a day but i rarelly get encouragement to go on with it. anywho….tanx marty…. on to my life….. hey i’m getting much better at my job…..i’m going to [...]

well no one has said anything about my song…. maybe i should remove it…. there have been the usuall 5 visits to the site per day but nothing has come of it. such is my life…… any who…. for those that do read this site…i need down time bad…..i work, i come home, i hang [...]

Well I guess I promised it so I should post it. new cover song woot If you don’t like it I can’t be held responsible. LoKI

well due to overwhelming requests(1 on this sight at least ….but several others in person)i will be uploading the newest reliquary creation tomorrow….or today…..it’s late at night and i don’t want people to think i’m pushing it off….. so stay tooned and stuff…. oh and the job is getting easier but the down time isn’t… [...]