Archive for August, 2002
second thoughts of following throughi’m at a loss latelly. it’s all about the music….and what it takes to make it. there is so much burning up inside me right now about all of it…..angst, bitterness, contempt, jealousy, and utter disgust…. i’m sitting here alone in the dark right now trying so hard not to type out all the frustration, [...] so i’m still kind of lost by the lossnot sure how to express myself right now….. we had practice with reliquary tonight and the remixed a new paris burning song but i’m so confused by feeling right now that it all seems so hollow. anywho….here’s something i wrote tonight….it’s the letter to the last dance. i know you are all being bombarded right [...] Ivan….how can you be gone….I’ve been putting off writing anything for a while till i had something thought out and meaningfull. Instead i’m sitting here dumbfounded and trying to hold back the tears….gods i sound so melo-dramatic….almost like some one on live journal. I’m just completelly Numb right now…. The world just seems a lot dimmer to me just [...] |
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