anywho…. so i’ve just spent the night with suriel, dot, and tom watching anime and then we saw eddie izzard was on…..there is a reason to give up smoking if i’ve ever known one….i couldn’t breathe because i was laughing so hard sometimes….. anywho again…. life has been in limbo latelly. no real down time [...]

i’d love to write but i’m too jazzed about music right now. suriel and i just spent the last 3 hours working on a cover song that sounds incredible. and then we worked on two other ideas i had and both realized we had to shut down our heads. but the cover song is so [...]

I just spent the last 2 hours wishing i could create new music but instead worked on old stuff. I just prowled through everything i have created halfway listening for ideas and i had tooooo many. I’m happy that i’m still hearing the things i haven’t put down in my head and maybe my subconscious [...]

well i’m not sure how well the world will be now but things are starting to turn for the better. the short list…. Suriel and i are employed starting march 4th, bills are paid, sage has moved into his own apartment, i’m almost sleeping for 6 hours at a time, and i think i can [...]

And yet again i’m up late. I slept for about 13 hours total last night but none of it was for more then 2 hours at a time. There was even a 2 hour point where i got up and surf the web for 2 hours in the afternoon, then going back to bed to [...]

so hello again…. sorry i’ve been so long in writing. I’ve gotten up to 6 hits a day so i feel it’s important that i try to write. it’s not that i didn’t want to write…just lake of real sleep or the ability to focus that has kept me. i’ve felt like i had the [...]

So what have i left off….too much prolly. Let me update stuff… I’m still not sleeping right. 4 hours max. Then i’m awake and thinking too much. This has been the last 2 weeks….yeah the flu sucked too….but i got 2 hours of sleep at a time then and had an excuse. Now i’m just [...]